My friends recently made a volunteer society and I eagerly joined it because I really want to do something useful for the people. However I now find my self shrinking away from the responsibilites. I chose to be a part of the arts branch of the society in an attempt to break my own boundaries. But now I think I chose the wrong time to branch out because everyone else in the society is so talented and I don’t know anything about art at all.
I want to be brave and prove to my self and everyone around me that I can do this, and that I am responsible and have a good work ethic. But at the same time, I don’t want to do anything and just be known for being a part of it.
I hate this overwhelming fear in myself. I want to overcome it and just do good work.
Faded Writings 